Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Finding my Voice

It's been a bit since my last post, not sure why, because there has been plenty I have wanted to say, even started writing some of it on paper and some in my head. I am not sure if I am ready to put it all out there, open up for all to see.  Also, not completely certain what direction I want this blog to take. Maybe that's what makes the tumblr so easy, someone else opened up first and I am able to add my own thoughts, hopes, dreams to them without much soul-searching. 

Am I worried about being judged? Or will my few readers think differently of me if I open up? Am I ok with being exposed, vulnerable, out there for world to see(world being the few of you who are kind enough to follow)? Yes, yes, & yes!  

I was not raised to air dirty laundry or discuss things I have on here (much less know about some of them). I value my seclusion & privacy so. I like the safety of my walls, my fortress; the pretty sad princess in the tower coddled by the townspeople. 

So this is all a new journey for me, an exciting, revealing journey  but very new and scary just the same. 

Give me some time, stick around, I will be back!

~xoxo
SS

2 comments:

  1. I'll stay right here. I love what you have to say.

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  2. Hey SS

    funny thing about life in this crazy planet is all humans have the same desires and the same fears...
    We all need to open up to each other, and to have the other open up to us, yet, this also turns out to be the very thing we fear most. Crazy.

    Well, I have the same craziness... and it is inspiring when someone does make an effort to face this head-on. So all I can say is, go for it!

    BTW, I am really enjoying your poetry quotes on Twitter!

    ***he bows to her***

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